Fears

I have so much going on in my house right now it is crazy busy! I love this time but it can be very stressful also. When I started this process again I asked the agency if I could work with the same fertility clinic again because they were great. This clinic is smaller where everyone in there knew me and my situation. The very first time I was with a larger clinic and felt like I was just a number and my concerns sometimes went to the wayside. Not that I wasn't important but they were just dealing with so many people that I was one in many. Unfortunately the agency did not have anyone working with them at this time so I agreed to consider  another clinic. I am glad I was matched with the intended parents that I am I just wish they were working with another clinic. So far my experience with the clinic is minimal but they want my BMI lower, which I understand, but I did get pregnant at the same weight I am now the last time. Also I got them all of my records for review almost three weeks ago and still have not heard from them. This shouldn't have taken that long and also there are some tests they want to do during a day in my cycle that just passed so now if they want to do those tests we have to wait a whole month for that. The parents hoped to do the transfer in June but now it might not happen till July or maybe even August. My biggest peeve when it comes to this is communication and with the bigger clinics they are so busy you don't always get the communication that you want so I guess we will have to see how this turns out.