Doing good

As I prepared to write this I reread what I wrote just a mere two weeks ago and I can not believe what was there. I just can't fathom that I could have written something that I would look at later and it would help me find my way and make important decisions in my life now. On a different note I went to the doctor and he said I am healing well and everything went pretty text book. He said he sees no reason for me not to do it again. Now I have a very personal decision to make, though I have time, those who know me know I don't like internal turmoil. I hesitate to put it out there because the people involved may read this and take it the wrong way but I really need to just write it down and maybe, along with everyone's advice, I can sort it all out in my head. When I started this process I really wanted to help as many people as I could. Well the last family I worked with wants me to do this again for them at least once and possibly twice more. Here is the dilemma it would be easy to do it with the same people again because we have a rapport and a relationship. However would that be cheating someone else that hasn't been able to have even one child out of their dream? Not that I begrudge the original family of more children but I am not sure if I can help them again knowing they have 2 healthy children and there are others out there that really want just one. I also don't want to upset anyone or damage the relationship we have now. So the question is do I take the easy route and help them again or do I help someone else realize their dream. I think I know which way I am leaning but I am curious to see what others think about it. As always I appreciate all of the love and support from my friends and family!