Monday, January 28, 2013

Worries

My biggest worry is that I will never be able to get pregnant and I will let everyone down. I have never had any issues getting pregnant ( or staying that way for that matter). So now I am scared after losing the first pregnancy that it will happen again or we will not conceive at all. I know there are people who want this so much and what if I can't do it? Was I not meant to give someone this wonderful gift? I still don't have an answer as to what happened the first time so that makes it scarier. Maybe there was some issue with me. We will probably never know but I read all of the surrogacy success stories and makes me wonder if that will ever be me. I sure hope it will!!

2 comments:

  1. Don't blame yourself, I'm sure it is just harder for a pregnancy to take using in-vitro rather than the natural method. Who knows, maybe the embryos having been frozen impacts them in some way, you know?

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    1. Thank you for the kind words I really appreciate them! I know in my head that I didn't do it but it still bothers me and concerns me going forward.

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