I just don't know!

I went for my 6 week checkup and the doctor said everything looks great! He asked if I was going to do surrogacy again, I said that depends is it safe for me to repeat? His response was well I don't see a problem with it you didn't have any issues. That really surprised me! Now I have so many things to think about. I can go ahead and do it for the last family again, or I can go with a new agency that has contacted me. However I first need to decide if I even want to go through all of this again. I love helping families and also love being pregnant but I am getting older and things get harder. If I do it again it will be as soon as it is safe so probably around this time next year. I just don't know what I am going to do but I will let yall know when I do make a decision!

Success

I have now delivered a 7th baby! She is definitely beautiful! I have been spending the last two weeks recovering. I did have a little issue during delivery. They did the spinal and I started to get numb. I was laid on the table and as they prepared me for delivery the tingling and numbness got more prominent. The doctor came in and started checking to make sure it was in full effect and I couldn't feel the poking. When he started the incision I could feel it! I almost thought that I was not really feeling it that it was my imagination. However I spoke up and they immediately stopped everything. The anesthesiologist told me "We can do an epidural or we can put you to sleep". Of course the needle in my back made me nervous for the spinal so I decided just knock me out! As all this was happening they were bringing John in to sit with me and as soon as we had to change it they took him right back out of the room. They didn't really explain anything to him just took him back out to his spot in the hall. Next thing I knew I was awake and in recovery. The only bad thing about being put out was the tube they had to put in my throat really made it sore. That all being said it went well and she came out very healthy! Now I need to take time to work on me and put some deep thought into some things! Stay tuned!!

Interesting day!

I am 38 weeks today, and my doctor requires that at every visit after 32 weeks that I have a nonstress test or an ultrasound. This is because of the IVF and the gestational diabetes. This week I had an NST. Every time they got her heart beat on the machine she would move so it took them a while to get it but she couldn't get a good strip. Their ultrasound tech was not in today so they sent me to the hospital to get some more monitoring. Mind you my first appointment is at 10 and I get to the hospital just before noon. They get me all hooked up and tell me they will be monitoring for 30 minutes to an hour. I lay there on the bed with these monitors on not being able to move around too much for 2 hours. With the test they are checking her movement and heartrate. This timeframe is usually her nap time and I hadn't eaten since breakfast its 1:30 by now. She was just starting to get active when they came in to do an ultrasound. My amniotic fluid was good and she was growing accordingly and moving on the ultrasound. They decided all was good and I could (finally!!!!) go home. I go in less than a week for my preop testing then my c-section is next Friday. Hopefully she cooperates and waits until then!

D-Day

I am 11 days from D-Day! I am excited for the father's to meet their new baby but also ready to get the baby out. There are a lot of mixed feelings that go with delivery. I am very happy for the new family that I have helped create! I am also nervous about the delivery itself. I expressed my worry over the spinal and my husband said well you have had 3 epidurals and 2 spinals so it is no big deal. I had to explain to him that anytime they stick a big needle into your back it is indeed a huge deal! What if something goes awry and I have spinal headaches or some other issue. Then there is the fact that they are cutting me open! So many complications that could possibly happen. Also the bleeding risks and hysterectomy risks. Then there is recovery. I am only getting older so recoveries are just going to be more and more difficult. Doing day to day stuff may be hard and with the boys back at school I may be on my own during the days. I know this is all normal stuff but I can't help but worry. I believe that everything will be fine but these things will still be in the back of my mind.

boring!

I know it has been a while since I posted but I am at the boring part of the pregnancy. Over the last couple months nothing new has been going on. I have been reduced to taking my blood sugar 4 days a week 2 times a day. My belly has been growing accordingly. She has been very active and I have been able to catch it on video a few times for the parents. I had a 32 week ultrasound and he determined that everything was wonderful. She is just the right size for her gestation. Later this week I have to go in and get a Non-stress test. Not nervous at all but it will probably be a bit boring. I will also be going in tomorrow for a 3d/4d ultrasound. We will get to see her sweet face (as long as she cooperates)! I will update again when something happens!! PS We only have 5 weeks and 3 days until delivery!!

Same old same old

Well this month is such a busy one I thought I would post while I had a minute. May is the ending of school and since I have two of my three moving up in schools we have parties and graduations at school. Also volunteering for the all important book fairs has taken up my time. We are planning our last little family get-away this weekend since we won't get the chance to all go somewhere together until after the baby is born. Next weekend the babies parents are coming to the states for a visit. Then Toby is leaving for a month to go visit family and friends. While he is gone we will have visitors here also. Then when he comes back the other two will leave for a bit. As I said busy, but you all want to know about the baby right? She is doing well with a strong heartbeat and she moves like crazy all times of the day and night! She is doing acrobats in there hopefully as she gets bigger I will be able to catch some movement on film. My gestational diabetes is doing good no high readings. My advice to other women that have to keep track of this download excel on your phone so when you take your readings you can just type them in there instead of using paper, then at the end of the month just print it out and take it to the doctor. No real changes I am now 23.5 weeks so after my next appointment we will move to every two weeks and do every 4 week ultrasounds after 32 weeks. They have to monitor the size of the baby and also the fluid because of the gestational diabetes. So all in all things are going well and we are on the downhill slide!

Halfway!

I made it to Halfway! I am definitely growing as is she! Honestly this has been my most difficult pregnancy. The nausea is still there in the background. Now the heartburn and indigestion are kicking in. The aches and pains are being amplified. I am not sure I would want to do this again even if the doctor said it was OK. I am getting older and it is getting more difficult. But then I see other people I know that have much worse issues with their pregnancies and think how lucky I am.