I went through ultrasounds, injections, and pills so we set a transfer date for Tuesday the 18th. Great right? Well yesterday I got a call from the IP's people and with all the fears and emotions she has decided to hold off for another month and start the process over again. I really do understand what she means this is stressful on both of us maybe a little extra time is what we need. However I do wish these concerns would have come up prior to me starting all the treatments. That being said I am not upset or holding any thing against anyone. It is hard for all of us and not knowing if it will even work is a big fear for me and her both. I hope for everyone's sanity that this break is the defining factor and we have good results.

I know it has been so long since I have posted but I had to take some time off of everything surrogacy related to get into the right frame of mind. I was frustrated and stressed when the transfer didn't work last time. I have went over it in my own head again and again trying to figure out why this isn't happening but I have resigned to the fact that there is only about a 30% success rate and there is no specific reasons why it did or did not work. I think I am in a much better place right now and we will be doing transfer #3 in the next couple weeks. Let's hope the third time is a charm!